Sometimes, really. It may seem like I’ve been doing nothing, like this site is an old one, one you’d find by accident, check the dates and maybe feel a twinge of sadness.
Well, I assure you that’s not the case. I do, in my defense, post things often to my Tumblr, and while that’s not very professional (or whatever), if you’re wondering how I’m feeling at any particular moment about David Bowie, then you should still read it.
But I am doing things, I swear. Even music, now! Music is the hardest things to keep up with since graduation. During school, it was the pipe-dream of “what if,” you know? A thing to do in my spare time that could end up being my real outlet in life, maybe even a career!
Which isn’t to say I still believe those things. It’s still a dream, maybe even a goal. But, when school was replaced by “a job” (and what I have as one barely counts, productively speaking), my “free time” is now taken up by my “work.” So I have to choose what I work on in my free time. And, sad to say, it has to be the “work” that is more likely to “pay the bills.” And, sadder to say, music has less chance of doing that than comics and other drawing does (it doesn’t actually do that either).
But! I still work, still consider myself a musician, still am working on albums. Number five is coming along, slowly, but maybe a little more surely. And here’s a little taste of it— something old made new, no less!